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Here is an eloquent self-portrait of several
generations of a black family and its search for dignity
within the American dream. It is a book about small
but nevertheless promising futures-a book with the appeal
that audiences found in Roots.
Despite
its initial promise, the north is no longer the Promised
Land for blacks. In increasing numbers they are returning
to the south, even at the cost of losing the economic
security found in northern cities. Goin' Home is the
story of one such family's migration, told in its own
words.
Mr.
and Mrs. "Bud" Stanford live in the sleepy
town of Eufaula, Alabama, where for fifty years they
have surrounded them- selves with the fruits of their
labors and loves. They have watched the changes in race
relations but have remained isolated from their developments.
However, for their sons, Hayward and twenty-four-year-
old Arthur, times have changed, and both men set off
for Boston with hopes of better opportunities. Arthur,
during his six-year stay, finds his wife Alma, but the
better life proves bitter. Boston, with its traditions
of democracy and its symbols of freedom, is divided
by racial problems of frightening magnitude, and its
subtle forms of prejudice erode self-esteem and human
dignity.
Finally,
Arthur and Alma leave Boston with their young son for
Atlanta, and then ultimately to build a house on the
Stanford land. Although they live in conditions bordering
on poverty, they believe that, close to their roots,
they may achieve the inner happiness that will be their
version of the American Dream.
Goin'
Home is a poignant story that brings the plight and
promise of a new generation of black Americans into
sharp and dramatic focus.
ALMA
The
music is invariably by black artists. The one tape that's
played over and over again is by the Staple Singers,
and their favorite song is "Unlock Your Mind."
Leading off the front room is the master bedroom. The
window overlooks some trees in the backyard. Centered
in the bedroom is a massive water bed. It takes up nearly
two-thirds of the space.
The kitchen is spacious. It has a small, circular dining
table, with straight-backed chairs to one side, and
there is more than enough room left over to move around
easily.
Alma
is trying to sort out what she is going to take on their
move, and what to leave behind. The contrast between
Arthur and Alma is striking. She is more confident,
more extroverted. A slim striking woman, her face is
heart-shaped with a strong jaw, prominent cheekbones,
a pretty nose and an expressive mouth. She has a gold
tooth: it is a broad shining incisor. It has been a
long time since I've seen such a gold tooth. It belongs
to another era when only the rich wore gold in their
mouths.
Alma is twenty-four and has an engaging quality composed
of both boldness and shyness. The shyness appears affected
at times. When she's spoken to, she bends her head away
and down, as if she doesn't want to face the person
addressing her. Then she peeps up, studies the person
seriously, and laughs before replying. From our earliest
meeting she is much easier to talk to; though the blend
of coquetry and outspokenness keeps me off balance.
I am never sure whether she is amused or impatient with
my questions. I imagine courting her must have been
difficult. It took Arthur six months and only his patience
could finally have interpreted the dips and turns of
her moods.
She
speaks differently from Arthur. Hers is a Northern accent.
The words are quick, clipped, yet she too comes from
the South. Her parents live in Memphis, Tennessee, and
she too, like Arthur, left home and went North the moment
she was of age.
"I
had a sister here," Alma says, "so that's
why I picked Boston." Her voice lilts. It drops
and rises an octave. She is more nervous than she reveals
and laughs between sentences. " All I wanted to
do was just get away from the South. I didn't hear nothing
about Boston. All I know is a city in the North, so
I just came."
Alma
came to Boston in 1972. Unlike Arthur she was aware
that if she was to do well she needed something more
than a high school diploma. She enrolled at the ITT
technical school and took a course as a nurse's aide.
"
Another reason I come here," Alma says as we move
into the living room, "was because I got tired
with down South. The only thing I could find as work
was like farming, picking cotton, gardening, picking
beans and stuff like that to make a living. I graduated
from high school in 1971, and the only job there was
picking cotton, and you could make like three dollars
a hundred, so to make any money I had to pick. . I mean
make any money. ..least pick three hundred a day which
was only nine dollars still. So if like that was the
only job you had for the week, you would bring home
like thirty dollars or twenty-five dollars. Depends
on how much cotton you pick. I used to pick two hundred
and fifty and pull a nine-foot sack all day on my back."
"What
is a 'hundred'?"
"Pounds,"
Alma says and laughs. "Don't you know anything?
I was paid three dollars to pick one hundred pounds
of cotton. I did it from six o' clock to six o' clock,
with a nine-foot sack on my back."
As she is only five foot four and a half I can't visualize
how she did it.
"It's
over your shoulder," Alma says, "and. ..you
drag it on the ground behind you."
"You
drag it" Arthur says. "1 sure never did that.
I have picked cotton, but nothin' like the way Alma
picked. I never picked seven hundred pounds that whole
week you know, and so I never did too well." |